fun fact:
The camping trip was actually with the local gay youth group (surprise that I'd pick up a guy there...)
Last year's camping trip with the same group was the first time I ever saw that guy.
It's like it's gone full circle
Also, thinking back, those moments where we were cuddling feel so...surreal and weird right now. Almost as if I can't bring myself to believe they actually happened.
Thinking
deeper back, though, it felt VERY real while it was going on. But maybe that's just because I didn't even want to imagine the possibility of it being anything but truth and...yeah
christ I'm venting again
